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Text | Voicemail | Video | Action | Prayer


[ when the voicemail message plays, the first one you hear is jack, and the second, patient but tired one is sam winchester. ]

" Hi. This is Jack's phone. Sorry I'm not picking up right now. If this is about an emergency, you should probably call Sam or Dean, or come by our house at— "

" Don't tell them where we live. "

" Our house at... nowhere. We don't have a house. What's a house? "

" Trying too hard. "

" Okay. Bye. "

Comments

[driving]

i don't know
it was really good
harrington's a great kisser
don't tell him i said that or he'll gloat about it forever

[sinnabon]

[ ]

i wont tell him i promise
you should have seen how he looked at you when you came into the halloween party
i had pictures but steve made me delete them

[driving]

WHAT oh my god
i was trying to catch him looking at me all night
he makes you delete them and then kisses me anyways?
he's the worst

[ ...And Billy means that in the most affectionate way possible. ]

[sinnabon]

he is
i fought him for it but he won
we were drunk
your thong was nice though

[ he has no other word for what that was billy was wearing and steve did not correct him on it. ]

[driving]

it's more of a codpiece but thanks
no offense but how did steve win that
he doesn't usually win physical confrontations

[sinnabon]

i never win physical confrontations
i spent an entire year getting the shit kicked out of me
you shouldve seen it, it was probably funny

[driving]

but you're
super strong though
right??
my punches aren't just super weak are they???

[sinnabon]

if i'm using my powers sure
but id never do that fighting either one of you
its not fair and its dangerous anyway

[ he never actually fought billy, just took a punch from him. and, well, holding him down when the mind flayer took over doesn't really count, that's not fighting billy, it's fighting the monster inside him. ]

[driving]

i guess i get that
i'm a lot stronger now because of
well
you know

and it's not something i can choose to use or not so i don't even know how to pick fights anymore

[sinnabon]

at first i couldnt either
maybe you can youre just not used to it
i can try to help you with it

[driving]

ok
i'd like that
i don't want to stop getting into fights

[sinnabon]

this probably isn't advice my family or steve would want me to share but
honestly


pick bigger fights
i'm guessing you don't get hurt as easily as you used to either, right?
skip the humans, fight the monsters
that way it won't matter if you accidentally go too strong

[driving]

the last few monsters i've fought really haven't worked out for me
i've fought two monsters and died two times

[sinnabon]

i'll come with you this time
you won't die, i promise
we'll pick a monster we know i can beat

[driving]

ok
we can do that

[sinnabon]

ok

how has it been?
is keeping your hold difficult?

[driving]

not anymore
steve's really helping
i haven't told him that because i don't want him to feel like he has to stay with me but
i've barely felt it at all since we got together

[sinnabon]

i'm really glad to hear that
it's nice seeing you guys happy together
you both have been fighting so hard
you guys deserve a break

[driving]

we all deserve a break here
but yeah
i am really happy with him
it's nice