[DEER] Deerly Beloved

[sinnabon]

deerlyBeloved: rosemarysbaby Don't let the late-teens look fool you, this wide-eyed Bambi is an actual infant, and a walking supernatural nuke easily bribed by affirmation, belonging, and Star Wars. He now knows what dating is. Still bad at it.

( jack kline | 2 (two) | male | who the fuck even knows )

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[sinnabon]

[ my dude, it is worse than that. there are three of them, two of them are brothers, one of them is an alien. angel-alien, but mostly alien.

somehow, somehow, there have been two whole 23 episode long seasons worth of canonically referring to them as his three dads and no one has made the gay joke yet. welcome to spn, steven, the questions never stop.




as for this very legitimately troubling question he has just been asked, though, the wave of blunt oversharing actually stops for two seconds, and all steve gets, after a lengthy pause in transmissions, is: ]

I don't know.

[acidwashjeans]

You mean you don't know what you are?

It's kind of easy to know if you're a monster. Do you want to murder everyone you don't like?

[sinnabon]

I know what I am. I don't know if it makes me a monster.

[ when he gets to the top of the stairs, jack pauses, turns, and sits there at the top step, reading over the text and thinking on it. it'll be another several minutes before an answer comes through. ]



No.


But people around me get hurt. Some die.

Good people.

[acidwashjeans]

[ So he knows what he is but he doesn't know what that makes him.
Steve isn't smart enough to figure that one out.

But he knows this guy doesn't seem like a jerk. Just confused, maybe. ]


Yeah but, that's life right? Shit happens to people and you can't always stop it.

[sinnabon]

They get hurt because of me.


I can't always stop me.

[acidwashjeans]

I'm really going to need something else here, because all this vague ominous stuff really isn't helping

[sinnabon]

[ now that sam's given him the okay to say it, he can actually stop being vague about it - ]

Nephilim. My mother was human, my father was an angel.

I was born with powers, but I don't know how to control most of them.

[acidwashjeans]

[ Nephilim doesn't mean anything to him, but angel dad, human mom sounds crazy. ]

Shit.

So you were a baby and you just decided not to be anymore.

[sinnabon]

Yes. It's like that sometimes - I think of wanting something, and it happens.

Other times, I can focus all I want and get nothing.

[acidwashjeans]

[ wow

wow
he's like full on magic dude ]



No luck getting us all out of here, then?

[sinnabon]

No. I tried.

Even if I was at home and my powers were normal, I couldn't do it without a Dreamwalker. Someone who could guide me.

[acidwashjeans]

I can't really help you there.

[ So is half angel-kid weirder than Eleven?? Hm. ]

But if there's anything you don't understand, hit me up, okay? Not understanding anything makes sense if you've only been around a year.

[sinnabon]

It's okay. It isn't your responsibility to.

[ probably not meant as literal as jack took it, but tbat's who he is. too sincere and new to the world. ]

Are you sure? I don't understand most things. It could become a problem.

[acidwashjeans]

[that is... a good pont.]

Pick one thing a day?

[sinnabon]

Okay. I'll do that.

[ literally. he's going to do exactly that. you will get 1 question a day from him, every day, probably. ]

Thanks, Steve. This talk - it was good.